Last weekend marked the end of an era for me, my very last in-person market. It was a bittersweet experience, filled with a mix of nostalgia, gratitude, and a tinge of sadness. It’s hard to believe it’s been over a decade since I first dipped my toes into the world of art markets, nervously setting up my stall at a local pub, often going home without a single sale.
Back then, I had no idea what to expect. It was just me, a few pencil drawings, and a lot of hope. Those early markets were humble beginnings, but they were instrumental in building the courage to pursue my passion. Slowly, I gained confidence, venturing into bigger events and even traveling interstate to showcase my work.
The market life has been an adventure filled with highs and lows. I’ve formed wonderful friendships with fellow artists and connected with so many lovely customers, both loyal supporters who have been with me since the beginning, and new faces who’ve just discovered my work. There’s nothing quite like the buzz of a bustling market, the hum of chatter, and the thrill of someone falling in love with a piece you’ve created.
But as much as I’ve enjoyed these experiences, I’ve also come to realise that the hustle and energy required for in-person markets are just too much for a quiet introvert like me. The long days, the endless preparations, and the emotional rollercoaster of it all, it’s been draining. And while I’ve learned so much and grown in countless ways, I’ve also felt the toll it’s taken on my creative energy.
I’m not great at juggling a million tasks at once. Preparing for markets while managing commissions, running my online shop, and keeping up with admin became overwhelming. I’d find myself stretched too thin, my creativity stifled by the sheer amount of stuff I had to handle. Letting go of this part of my business is a bit scary (especially when we’re constantly told we need to ‘do it all’), but deep down, I know it’s the right move for me.
It’s not always easy to say goodbye to something that’s been such a big part of your journey. There’s a sense of loss, sure, but also a feeling of liberation. With this chapter closing, I’m giving myself the space to focus on what I truly love, creating art. I’m excited to dive back into the studio, without the pressure of upcoming markets looming over me.
This decision feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I’m looking forward to exploring new creative projects, connecting with my community in different ways, and seeing where this next chapter takes me. Who knows what the future holds? All I know is that I’m ready for it.
To everyone who has supported me at markets over the years, thank you. Your smiles, your kind words, and your encouragement have meant the world to me. This isn’t goodbye, just a shift in direction. I hope you’ll continue to join me on this journey as I embrace this new phase of my artistic life.
Here’s to the next adventure! 💫